24th jan 2009 my brother took off for chicago...nice break and pretty earlier in his career..made me happy,really happy.i want such a break too!!.today vented a mail at our corporate hr for no salary hike inspite of company posting stellar results.hoping for a reply if not something positive.

i changed ur color to black..black is class,black is pain..im attracted to pain..choice of black is automatic...hope u lik ur new wardrobe..even if u dont u really dont have a choice;) nap now..il be right back

i was wondering wt made me return to my abandoned baby...im quite moody person..i have lik 3 blogs..oone in 2005's on rediff..id love to continue on that one but i forgot the password of that blog and stupid rediff people wont pay any heed to my cries..i need that baby back.its the first and the one i love the most...dear blog iv been indeed very selfish.im at that stage of life where im running out of people to express my thoughts feelings.either im not bold enough or there is dearth of people who i can open out to...so if u lik it or no..u will be my punching bag for next few months..until i really dont know when..but please bear with me..looking forward to use u....the selfish me.

i have lot to write but there is a heart mind conflict...the voices r confusing.my head feels heavy,listening to this song "dil to baccha hain ji" from ishqiya..wt a lovely soulful song..i jus love it....one of those songs you never feel tired listening to..its soulful melodic..the lyrics r so simple..sung by rahat fateh ali khan..amazing voice..im addicted to this song...nice.

my abandoned baby

this blog has been my abandoned baby...ready to adopt u sweetheart..life has been cruel..sorry to keep u at bay